let me take you on the ride of my life
un:
How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Saturday, December 24, 2005 12:26 PM
i feel so screwy.
WHY have i got to compromise & compromise.
feel totally nuts.
fish.
i'm going crazy with all the people.

at least boyfriend & i had this peaceful dinner at marina square last night.
that's a night i felt peace.
other than that i feel like a knife in the brain.

whoever wants to crack up a joke on me should die.
people just think that i'm a joke and they even claim they don't think so.
well, it's not that a great christmas eve when the morning rants are going about.
feel like such a shit house i'm in.

irritability.
i am simply exploding.
meeting people's not what i feel like today.
i can imagine the peacefulness in this peaceful house
IF
it's empty and not way off the wall like now.

i wonder why i'm especially cranky today when it's even
raining.