How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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i wonder
what should we be doin this christmas?


very sadly i haven't been diligent with school stuff.
and tests are coming up.
not really pleasing news.
dead yet another time.


fine.
i'll put in effort SOON.


lets not go over to so serious matters.
i've only got fun in me.
my mom is probably gonna get me some pants for christmas.
or prolly skirts even.
so so looking forward.
awaiting the rest of my presents!


SO GREAT.


i have to get a bunch of friends to celebrate christmas like never before.


i can imagine myself a hard worker.
but for studying something i'm so not into.
DARN mans.
i should have known better.


and i can imagine myself a great commiter.
but for some other things,
DAMN.
i should have known better too.
i'm so not into some things at the moment.


and as for a couple of skinny freaks that are getting on my nerves.
they should just vanish outta my sight.
like they already are actually;
becoming from flesh to skin to bones to ashes.
how amazing are your bones?
sometimes attracting attention's not about showing how your
bones like appearing.
your popping eyes are so SCARYYYYY.
the arms are pencils
the legs are chopsticks.
simply gross.
plus that attitude which you think is 'style'
mans, move on and EAT.
i should get kimloong to draw this boney creature poking me.
mans, he's busy.


fyi, it's this freak that has been sticking around.
with that attitude.
you would die very soon when the strong wind comes.
it's coming.
so soon.
we'll probably celebrate 'cus we haven't gotta pity you.


okay.
after listening to that scooby doo song that jaz jus sent.
i feel more alive.
or else i would be zombie girl.
only eating (unlike some people)
and sleeping.


at least we're seriously healthier than skin & bones.
trust me, the skin's gonna vanish in no time.
GRIN.


ok. fine. i've got other problems myself.
money matters are killing me so soon.
my parents are chatting about
DEDUCTING my pathetic allowance.
and my father thinks my allowance is SO MUCH.


i am so dead.
i must find a job ASAP.
or rob a bank.


my life's down at the moment.
DAMN.