How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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what could be worse than leaving it behind?
the it which was so beautiful in her eyes.
she left it all behind.
and still had to say her goodbyes.
literally stabbed,
realising it all weren't truths.
and yet couldn't really do anything about that.
as she just saw through his looks.


somehow he got her thinking.
of what he really wanted to achieve.
HIS very own life said so little.
his actions far worse.


I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside; all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do if you knew?
All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head


darn.
i've been getting myself into rubbish dreams.
it's telling me something.
it's not happening.
it's NOT happening.


do you wonder why about so many things?
do you feel like garbage?
man, i do now.


i feel i had been wasting my time on so many issues.
it's time to achieve something GLORIFYING.
soon


and again,
money matters.


but at least today was rather satisfying.
about MOM -
she bought me GREAT stuff for my xmas present.
clothes.
awesome.
THANKS.


and tomorrow's another day to put on a smile.
SUNDAY.
i suppose we shouldn't really be dwelling bout
the next day - Monday.
just live a day by a day.
time passes faster this way.


i'm in need of another job.
i need it.
biggie.

p.s. my horoscope today reads
'Bad feelings toward someone else are
really fears you're projecting from inside.'
right on.
just because of a couple of discoveries.
and i even dreamt of 'someone else',
rather negatively.


p.p.s somehow there's something called obligation
when more people read your blog.