How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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why had i been dreaming of such incidents.
i don't feel at ease.
what if things come true?
what if things aren't what i think they are?
the 'IF's'.
they seem so in touch with reality,
but why?
it's so not what i'm supposed to do so.
the attitude,
the style;
exactly like how i had always been picturing.
but why the dreams so sudden?
lost sheep.


you know,
some days you feel emotional,
some days irritated,
some days frustrated,
some days quiet.
you tend to dwell in those feelings,
till something so great comes and lift you up.
perhaps just a greeting from a cleaner?
perhaps a christmas card received?
or even
just a big wide smile from a stranger.


it's time to find out what's the main purpose in life.
don't give me crap stories.
you know what i mean.
cus
it's really time to put a stop to the many
two faced peeps and their two sided stories.
i'm not going to be the one doing so though.
don't need the dirty unpaid work.
cus
somehow it's best to ignore these people in certain situations.
whereas if things come to worse,
it's time to show them all we've got.
definitely time to bid farewell to a couple freaks.
i've had enough of these absurb people.
bone, gay & arrogant.
the three should try merging.
belonging to the retarded rubbish family.
GOODNESS!
gay's online.
his dp shows his gay photo.
(why did i not delete tis contact!)
thanks for ruining today's dinner.
phew. no more next time 'cus contact's deleted :)


a not so simple,
yet not too complicated me
a simple,
yet a lil' complicated me.
LOL
some just don't understand me.
too bad.
some understand me that well,
HAHA.


it's the start of the hols!
but it must be the weather that's wearing me out.
darn.
mission failed to study in school.
better luck next time.
lol.
au revoir.