what a wrecked period.
i've been feeling the blues lately.
WHY.
is it that i don't live up to my own expectations?
or that
people don't live up to my expectations?
in fact, i've been in confusion with my own identity
since a long while ago.
we're supposed to live for eternity.
but i see that i'm reaching to nowhere.
i ran outta ideas.
i ran outta motivation.
maybe even that joy in me.
some people aren't making me feel comfortable.
or is that i'm making myself feel this way towards 'em?
'it's all in the mind' - people still say,
but when both sides of the brain just
won't accomodate each other,
i guess it's contradicting
about my very own mind, isn't it?
darn the hectic days.
darn the unhappy events.
darn the tiny useless people around me.
but at the end of the day,
my darl's words just lit my mine.
i feel so saved.
you know,
some people are plain dumb.
some people are born smart.
some are just naughty,
some are just haughty.
some are real scheming,
some are real innocent.
some well-liked,
some well-hated.
and
some are simply categorised - 'those insignificant pests'.
some people are born smart, and don't use them for a good use.
some people are plain dumb, and they act like they're real smart.
people,
people,
people.
what He has created is ever so interesting,
everyone is SO different.
how i abhore ______.
how i love _______.
fill in the blanks.
(:
au revoir.