let me take you on the ride of my life
un:
How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Tuesday, January 17, 2006 11:30 PM
what a wrecked period.
i've been feeling the blues lately.
WHY.
is it that i don't live up to my own expectations?
or that
people don't live up to my expectations?
in fact, i've been in confusion with my own identity
since a long while ago.


we're supposed to live for eternity.
but i see that i'm reaching to nowhere.
i ran outta ideas.
i ran outta motivation.
maybe even that joy in me.
some people aren't making me feel comfortable.
or is that i'm making myself feel this way towards 'em?
'it's all in the mind' - people still say,
but when both sides of the brain just
won't accomodate each other,
i guess it's contradicting
about my very own mind, isn't it?


darn the hectic days.
darn the unhappy events.
darn the tiny useless people around me.


but at the end of the day,
my darl's words just lit my mine.
i feel so saved.


you know,
some people are plain dumb.
some people are born smart.
some are just naughty,
some are just haughty.
some are real scheming,
some are real innocent.
some well-liked,
some well-hated.
and
some are simply categorised - 'those insignificant pests'.


some people are born smart, and don't use them for a good use.
some people are plain dumb, and they act like they're real smart.
people,
people,
people.
what He has created is ever so interesting,
everyone is SO different.


how i abhore ______.
how i love _______.

fill in the blanks.
(:
au revoir.