a flower is an educated weed

un:

How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!

What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.

My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read

How to love me

♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

deux:

Tuesday, March 7, 2006 2:01 PM

saturday night,

we had dinner at sha villa.

we sat at this long table.

with my dearie, yy, friends, and yy's family.

i like this kind of classy dinner.

eating and chatting with friends and such.

it seems all so bonding.

then jeff came to meet us.

we walked all over orchard.

then yy had to meet her dearie.

so jeff, ch and i walked around and people watched at rocky msater.

we took a merc cab at 1am,

met yy and ivan.

played billiard at paradiz.

then at 3... we all went seperate ways.

sunday i felt like a dead rat.

i slept throughout till 6 in the evening.

then he came over.

we played basketball.

LOL!

i didn't think i was that bad since a long time i played in secondary school.

or even primary school.

yesterday was monday.

i went for an interview - working again?

we shall see when they'll call me.

after that,

i went to dearie's place then we had mac for lunch + dinner

we went up to play billiard.

then we were so surprised to see his bros there.

haha.

boonkeng, jiaxiang, alex and some others.

anyway, time passes really fast with them.

with jx suan-ing me as usual,

bk askin' about jo as usual,

alex always having something for me to carry.

HAHA.

i got home a lil' after midnight.

phew.

but the next thing i knew when i woke up this morning,

i didn't know if i had to receive what my mom told me as good or bad news.

we're moving out.

and i wouldn't be with my dad.

just before school starts.

i would be staying near school.

and far from my dad, my boyfriend, my best friends.

oh well, singapore's small.

no worries.

this morning i was to pack my soft toys.

choose which soft toys i wanted.

my mom didn't allow me to keep all of 'em.

i hate choosing.

sigh.

why can't i keep all of them.

it reminds me of choices in life.

we just have to choose.

sometimes we have so many choices, but we can only choose one.

like there's only one choice for one diploma right now.

groan.

oh well, things will change around here.

there's only one thing to do.

adapt to changes.