let me take you on the ride of my life
un:
How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
unhappy afterall Sunday, October 1, 2006 5:10 PM
curently feeling down with my dreams.
what the heck are they trying to tell me.
i dreamt that we migrated to america.


it's that why am i here kind of mood.


then on friday, i decided to get a change of my fcukin luck.
i'm having straight hair right now.
and it's short.


you know,
i got this idea of not lifting even a finger as i stare into space and
thinkin of absolutely nothing.
it works so greatly.
and i don't have to be unhappy about anything.
it's simply wonderful waiting for time to past by.


something got into me again yesterday.
but instead of venting my frustrations on black and white drawings,
i used colors.
this time...
i completed my artwork from the morning till now.
it's satisfying,
knowing that i can do something w/o anyone pressurizing me.


am i such a person that can't even make you use a thumb's strength to sms.
i doubt it ain't as tedious as you killing me.
i hate people who don't reply my important messages.