How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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great news.
there must be no more hesitation for mugging.
but still, i failed in today's attempt.
it feels like no amount of motivation is comin' anytime soon.

i've been hearing many goin' to libraries to study,
or meeting up in groups.
i'm not so much of a group kinda person i guess.
my brain cells work at its maximum at home.
seriously, i work my best without music and noise.
in other words, i just need an empty quiet enclosed area to study or work.
unfortunately, my room ain't very empty and there's just temptations to get distracted.

so, my grades are also low enough to be impossible to get into NTU and even SIM, let alone NUS.
anyway, i'm not really cut out for a bookworm.

but of course i can't blame my room for not being empty and less quiet.
thus i've decided to emigrate to my house's soundproof storeroom.
hmm, not that it really is soundproof,
but it's so empty and quiet in there that the only sounds are my echoes.

it shouldn't be too creepy in there yes?
afterall, my mom often say we shouldn't be afraid of our own home.
but still...
okay fine.

hmm, so let's carry on.
well, that anger of mine last week has subsided.
if you're wondering what made me fume,
you jus gotta read that previous post.

but still i'm aware that i'm in no position to stab people in my blog,
so you shall just take those words as though i've no anger management skills at all.
i'm feeling much better after that poignant week.

i've been posting inconsistently,
but i just haven't got much motivation (as usual) to do so.
okay, maybe it's an excuse,
but i seriously hope it's not a major letdown.

goodnight y'all.