How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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you know,

i like to do what i wanna do;
i hate to do what i dont wanna do,

but it just gets real blue.

why the fuck had i succumbed to business?
now that i see those designs my friends are proud of,
i feel like breaking down.

so maybe,
when they say it's for your own good,
it only makes things worse,
even if they didn't mean to let you get hurt.

i don't like my current state,
i think studying financial management is a torture.
i want the art of it,
not facts, and more facts.
it's a turmoil.

"Enjoy while you're still in Poly." - the usual line bugs me,
for i ain't enjoying a single bit.
maybe it's the people - not that i'm the long-socks-geek,
or perhaps not a single thing interests me,
not even 'how to manage your finances'
not even hunks.

after secondary 2,
i found my hatest subject - History,
and was relieved when i took up Literature in Sec 3,
no more History that was!
i couldn't cope with anything that were dates and contours related,
so even Geography and Social Studies were out of my boundaries.

the day before the Geog and SS exams,
i went for a swim.
i gave myself a huge celebration right after the exams,
telling myself to learn what i love in future,
not love what i learn.

then i guess it all didn't come true.
you see,
i don't mind cracking my brains and sacrificing my sleep for something i love,
but right now?

on the average,
i go to school no longer than 3 hours,
and maybe twice a week.
fuck.

day by day i see myself nearing that day when i graduate with a Diploma.
what do i really wanna do with a fuckin Business Diploma?
before you tell me i shalll be an office lady,

i'll tell you -
how much i hate the importance of economics.
how much i hate the importance of business people.
and why in the world would i wanna be one of 'em?
if ever i work in an office for long in future and get my ass any more flatter,
i may not be all that sane okay?

well, i wish there were robots to take over politics,
while all humans (with feelings) paint,
draw,
sing,
dance,
and pursue passion & happiness.

it's sad thinkin' it all just wouldn't happen like that.