The biggest problem with me?
I can't take a lot of problems at one go.
I get bloody irritated & somehow have the energy to kill someone.
if you don't wanna get yourself murdered, do me a first huge favor of giving me less problems.
sometimes i feel i'm being too nice to people.
i have to stop this entire wastage of being in surroundings that i don't enjoy,
or even in the company of those whom i don't consider kindred spirits.
I need to be in an atmosphere that's conducive to comfort and security.
Some say i've gotta get there posthaste in case they see something swirling towards their heads.
Right, just where is that place huh!?
Well, the trip to Acer's service centre on Monday was a bloody one.
we had to wake up early on a scorching day and perspiration never stopped once.
worse, i failed to get another attendence marked in my IR class.
anyway, the disgusting waiting time was close to 2 hours at the centre, and i couldn't stand standing around all day awaiting varicose veins to pop out. so we went to the opposite food place.
even though it's supposed to be air-conditioned, the weather just wouldn't make things right.
there was warm air EVERYWHERE.
a policy of Acer's is to deliver the laptops back to homes, and so i assumed mine would be too, this time.
it turned out my laptop had a fused LCd inverter and the person changed it on the spot.
just like that -- i could bring the heavy thing home.
i wonder if it's a good thing to have my laptop fixed so fast, or a bad thing having to carry it home after long hours of waiting and minutes of fixing.
dammit.
but later that evening i guess life wasn't all too bad after i caught Transformers with zach.
Transformers' THE GREATEST -- a terrific combination of love, comedy, war, technology!
This is probably going to be the one and only pathetic reason to live this week.
I had school to start, and with the projects that drive me crazy, i could kill a cow.
As for today, i had to take a few hours off and spoil myself
after calling up international law firms to request for an interview.
It was all so vexing having all information hanging in mid air.
I've gotta say this integrated project of ours is an ass full,
and why have they gotta replace common tests with this darn thing,
and introducing it just this year!
I gobbled on M&Ms, if that counts as spoiling oneself.
Apparently, I got quite guilty, i went to the gym.
I came back home feeling like an empty pig,
and ate twice as much carbo.
maybe i should have just munched away the entire bag of M&Ms.
right, i guess it's all part and parcel of venting my frustration on all the stressful and taxing stuff goin' on.
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