let me take you on the ride of my life
un:
How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
a sticky time Friday, September 14, 2007 7:21 AM
look and believe,
that someone who almost never wakes to see the sunrise has woken.
and what could possibly have made such a huge impact?

ups and downs in life --
well, it sure is the down time right now huh.
god is playing this too huge a joke for me.

maybe i should have gotten the tattoo?
at least it's never listed as a crime,
not saying that the situation i'm in is because of a crime,
but it's a sort of pain a million times worse than a tattoo.

now i just pray that all these are rid off me asap,
or i'll suffer in silence as the seconds tick by like days
vexed and tired,
and i can tell no one too.

there's no reason or backing to this entire situation,
and indeed it's reality.
i'm facing it with a touch of misery,
or rather a whole lot of it.

i'll have to find myself,
and face it all like a man.

i should just do all i can.
and i'll start by thinkin' about it with a puff.