i'm a lil' relaxed this week,
and i had a teeny weeny bit of time to buy a casual dress today.
i was delighted for that moment.
but i foresee the week ahead of me -
a gloomy dark hectic one.
i can't wait for christmas,
bet no one can.
and about that,
well,
the present i wanted to get for myself?
i guess it evaporated.
the sony T20 it is.
i know, forget it.
i just put that sum of money intended for the purchase into the bank.
see,
i'll get a good camera.
and i'll take great pictures.
soon, that is.
there's lil' hope in my aunts or uncles getting me a gadget,
perhaps none.
oh, you can forget about my parents.
they rather i give them the money.
i'm not sure if i'm supposed to be independent in terms of finance right now,
but i see people workin' their ass off to pay for bills and rent.
i admire them.
there's another lot who works to buy branded goods.
well, that's an honest living.
it's their choice and i've lil' comments.
some people prefer cash,
others? probably luxury and material.
now down to the last on the list?
people who buys love with money.
now that's complex and stupid.
anyway, i reckon i've been too crazy at school,
and chris took this 'bea-u-tiful' picture of me.

this is weird.