a flower is an educated weed

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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!

What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.

My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read

How to love me

♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

deux:

en route Monday, May 5, 2008 11:00 PM

THE sun seems to be happily scorching away these days,

and a minute without shelter the hair feels burnt already.

but it was extremely gratifying to see a cloudy day TODAY!

so i went for a dip in the pool to overcome that potato feeling at the start of the week.

i'm aware that i probably have goals on the surface,

and have only myself to blame.

weeks and months have passed,

and even the emptiness moulds in the heart.

so, you are saying i must find a job.

i see, "so you are happy with your job?"

No.1: "Wow, that's great. i see your passion for LIFE."

No.2: "Aww, no choice, i seeeeeee." (rings at least a bell?)

Okay,

so if ever i mention i've found myself a pathetic job,

whatever - part time, temporary or FULL TIME (!!!)

man, i suppose my answer has gotta be the first.

UNLESS, yes.. totally.. unless

i have found that perfect job, which not to mention - zillions of people are doing so already,

i will pray for all!

i SO SO SO SO SO wish to be outta here (whatever the 'here' is referring to)

i need some challenge in life.

if ever i deviate from my 'perfect' route (which seems right to you)

please don't alarm me with any dumb dumb line,

say, "WTF are you doing with your life?"

OH wateva.

darn the way society has inculcated compulsory education & workforce 'system'

and how we will never feel fulfilled with WHATEVER we already have.

if you do, god bless you, you win.