let me take you on the ride of my life
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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
to cull the crap Friday, January 16, 2009 11:13 PM
95% of my friends shall be culled
i believe so - so truly

sometimes ppl around me act like FCKIN' crap,
i wanna make their noses bleed.

or worse, some people act around me like FCKIN' 'good' crap
and behind me like their own SHYT.

they jolly well get their own life and character workin before they judge others,
and pick someone worth perhaps the size of their own dried up poop.
or else i'm gonna turn nasty, scar their cocky faces and make their organs bleed.

fullstop. enough energy wasted on such ARSEHOLES.

so school has started, and work's piling so fast,
i feel like i'm balancing on a damn thin wire.
dammit.

everything jus doesn't seem and feel quite right this year.
bad hair days, zits, flabs, the damned people.