How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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down to the last group project.
and next i see are the nearing exams.
four papers this semester.
worst semester so far,
cus even though i go for all my classes, write all the notes i could,
i wonder what have i really understood.

still, at least i have had 12 sweet hours of sleep today,
in which i haven't had for the past month or so.
everything has been hectic, topsy turvy.
now i can rest, though i know i have to climb yet another mountain.
sigh.

i just turned only 21 and i feel so helpless in life.
this is happening when the angel and the devil of me, one on my left and the other on my right,
are contradicting each other non-stop.
oh yes, i'm absolutely feeling that way now.
and i wanna smack them into thin air.
and feel NOTHING.
goodness.

i am feeling so cranky and cheesed today.
and i do not have PMS.

man,
i really can't wait till my holidays are here.
and then some part of me feels sad again cus i wont have holidays when i start working.
i envy people who can live their everyday lives to the fullest.

i guess the reason to my emotionless state is that,
i am by nature not a very happy person,
but i also am aware that one should not bury oneself in sorrows.

maybe that's why i look aloof, or unconcerned about things.