How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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sometimes things just really don't go according to plans, do they?
my 21st birthday celebration with my different groups of friends/family
was to be from the 18th to prolly 29 or 30th.

yes, i know. it sounds so exaggerating.
and my mom says i think i'm a hundred years old.
to be celebrating like i'm so extraordinary.

but my real intention?
it is to meet my loved ones on seperate dates,
to really catch up with them face-to-face.
and i get to have a variety of mini celebrations.
the plus point, i get different types of food, environment, etc...

i have a friend, who had her 21st celebration so grand,
i must say it's like a wedding banquet.
man, if my parents were as wealthy,
i would probably have something similar.
but no i'm just a girl next door.

like another friend of mine said,
'it's either i have one really good one, or else i rather don't have one'.
and that i totally agree.

i do things to my best.
if i cannot do it, i rather not do it.
and this is not called giving up or to 'heck care' about things.

i am critical of things, and i'm sure some people find this side of me irritating/absurb,
but they may not know, that i am critical towards myself all the same.
i sometimes feel i require a lot, from others, and from myself as well.

one mistake and i will be f'kin pissed at myself.

like now, i am a lil' pissed i cannot go according to my schedule,
remember i said i was to have fun starting from the 18th?
which means that i was supposed to complete ALL my essays.
but dammit, i stayed at home the past few days, and it will include today,

my plan is to complete this one last essay for this semester, today.
and have fun tomorrow, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday, sunday....
yes, until i get tired..
and yeap.. this is how life should be (: