let me take you on the ride of my life
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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
finding motivation Wednesday, October 28, 2009 5:41 PM
three more papers to go and time is ticking so slowly.
i feel totally wasted this semester.
although i go for my classes, i don't remember what have i really learnt as i start my revision.
i feel i haven't been mixing enough with the good diligent people.
i need to be motivated and challenged.

instead, the 'bad' influnce has all made me challenge my very self not to feel challenged by them.
parties, chill out, supper and drinks.
i'm going insane.
i definitely know what is right for me at this crucial point.
but the friggin external environment is so ________ !

God please let me smoothly go through these ten more days.
guide me to be self-motivated and strong at heart.