How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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when you don't want to have anything to do with a person,
isn't it better to draw this line asap?
staying as friends isn't going to beneficial for the one who still has feelings for the other.
hate it when people put up fronts,
then curse me for being so mean to them.
crazy.
some continues giving, and probably wants me to be touched eventually.
some gives then stops, saying i'm mean cus i don't give back.
whatever the case,
stoppit.
had enough of all these nonsense.
in all, i am a selfish brat whose life only revolves around me, me and me, and probably those i choose to care for, alright?
and a brat who doesn't care about how you feel bcus she aint givin you false hopes.
some get the hints and get lost,
some don't and they're the crappiest bunch (try luck, try tactics and such)
then in the end you'll have to hear my direct speech, things end up bloody, and you curse me.
wtf.
please don't tell me about love now.
you love me, i don't love you.
get the hint.
get someone else who loves you.

am risking my reputation for writing such crap,
wondering who in the right mind will read it.
if you're my girl/guy/gay friend, you'll totally understand.
if you're someone in one of the positions mentioned above,
you might just say 'screw you'.
i empathise with you.