let me take you on the ride of my life
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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Monday, June 7, 2004 11:20 PM
i hv absolutely no idea wad i'm doin nw..dun feel like wasting my time on stuff that i noe will affect me..but do i reali hv a choice? i guess i do hv a choice..but i'm jus too occupied with it that i'm scared whateva decisions i come up with will affect me even greater..it's jus too many little things that's making my brain cells seem like they are gettin outta control.. jus let nature take its course..make life simpler by thinkin positive..time will tell us what's gonna happen next..and thinkin abt too many things would make ur brain explode..so wad's the point in all these advice i tell my dear friends when they bump into an obstacle when i realise i dont even know how to solve my own problems..it's all in the mind..yea..so step by step..wad should i do..i feel that getting into a commitment leads to small and big problems and the thing is that what's the route of my life exactly like..it jus seems that time passes so slowly when i'm sufferin..in silence..and when there's happiness..the clock ticks like a million times in a second.. it's already goin to be the end of my secondary school life and i wonder what it would be like few years from now..things would change drastically? or would i jus be the same ol' me who keeps on doin things indecisively..my indecisiveness is indeed getting on my nerves and how i wish i could really decide on certain things in life and solve them all and have no regrets..but even if there are regrets..i know that thinkin back at the foolish things one does in life and lookin down at yourself is wasting time..as they say..regrets are jus wasteful..so why bother about pondering over and over again..jus live on..day by day..
by the way..it has been 2wks and 4 days..and why does time pass so slowly..i really wonder how they can survive years..and drag it all on..am i regrettin anything? i'll jus let time pass how fast or how slow it wants now..i reali can't stand thinkin about it 24-7..i need a break..seriously..