let me take you on the ride of my life
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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Friday, July 9, 2004 10:18 PM
i thought it would be a stormy day again..but it turned out rather humid later on in the afternoon.. there were some jokes of the day..wid the usual peeps.. haha..anyway..life's really into the books no matter what for these months. realization of losing interest in something is quite offending n terrible - no idea wad i'm saying. hmm..we told each other the same..but a little distance between us has made me notice a lot has changed. some days i'm really bored of everything. somehow a little black cloud would rain over me. these days. oh well, my life is incomplete with many things. i wish to do many things like scuba diving, bungee jumpin..& many many more fun stuff. all there is to these wonderful new adventures is money. seriously, there's so many people out there who goes pretentious in saying that it's not money that makes the world go around. we're lying to ourselves aren't we. sometimes happiness probably jus comes from what we really want & not what we think we should want. if i were poor, i would worry about my daily bread. if i were rich, i would have to worry about who has eyes on my money. money really goes around in life and is such an important factor to all. families fall out because of inheritance - money (again) although sometimes it's the attitude n character that contributes too. how peaceful can i revolve in my own life in the next few decades? no one knows & i dont know (obviously). maybe there won't be tomorrow? maybe for me? maybe for someone close or someone far? someone i do not know or someone whom i know. life's really unpredictable & in times like these, i really have doubts if i can take it with the many troubles, difficulties & obstacles to come. i seriously thought about going to church again, probably after my studies & i would at least know God's there for me every single second. if i could get the extra cash, maybe even yoga's gonna be good. alright, i'll stop here for today, cya.