let me take you on the ride of my life
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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Sunday, September 5, 2004 1:08 PM
the last couple of hours. ate 2 chocolate bread. coffee. yum. it's really hot & humid in here. the sun's scorching like never before. i guess i can't possibly save up on air-conditioning today. the heat can kill- deadly. hmm. today's gonna be strictly revision of literature, english genres as well as formats. i definitely won't want to make a mistake like the last term. anyway, although my main aim is going into a polytechnic, to get a diploma first & this prelim results won't affect my future like it does for peeps who wanna get into a JC, i'll still have to be consistent in studying, & why not now, besides, it's a life-long thing. i thought about some things- my future. i've the feeling of going into a university, but not through the road where JC is concerned, & it would most probably mean the other way, which is through the poly. that would mean extra efforts. i know i'm more of a hands-on person, definitely not bookworm, and to add on, i suck real badly at memory work. my secondary life is a proof. my chinese language is lagging tremendously ( the o level results for chinese have shown ), & the more english comprehensions i do, the more badly i score. what has gotten into my brain? my chemistry which i usually flung, till the teacher felt that i have not much hope in, eventually got a rather satisfying grade for my usual lousy standard. things can go pretty right sometimes eh. haha. as for my humanities. it's way down there & absolutely impossible to pick up at any moment in my life. it's hereditary, really. anyway, i've spoken to my humanities teacher & she said i should just concentrate more on the other subjects if there's really no chance in getting at least a B4 in the combined humanities. i've sorted it out carefully & hopefully some light will shine down & make a miracle out of my cert. frankly speaking, i'm rather afraid of all the subjects. i'm dropping combined humanities & i would be left with the rest of the subjects. i've no other choice. i'll pray that my english wouldn't be as those from the last batch, which i heard most people flung. that's way too disastrous. my a maths wouldn't be taken into my score at the end, because the courses i'm aiming for in the poly would only accept one maths, & of course i'd take e maths which is far more simpler as compared to a maths. education here is terrible, competitive. that's our life, ain't it. we'll live on. don't worry. (i feel the rain coming- i'm getting happy)