let me take you on the ride of my life
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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Friday, September 3, 2004 11:50 PM
[[`The Origin of Species-Charles Darwin. Isn't it wonderful- the theories people come out with.]]

i need to achieve what i really want. no one is worth my pity & my care until i someone like GOD who will brighten up my life & really make a difference in me. i'll change everything i can & i'll say everything frankly when the time is up. i'll take charge & control of my thoughts& life, & i'll let people do whatever pleases them till i get hold of my limits & find what they lack & it'll then be time to attack them. i'm no weakling. there are just too many living examples & they have made it to conquer what they want with the respect of people. no one's perfect & especially in this dog eat dog world, there's nothing called 'trust'. for all i know, at this particular moment, i'll be determined & reach my goals that i've set- my five different paths that i would take & end up in. i loathe people who have taken me forgranted & make use of me. that would have to be someone i see daily. for whatever reasons he/she does, i do not blame them. it's all in the mind. as for my own mind. i respect people who have the morales. but i've set out the different strategies, particularly for the 4 cruel people whom i've got to show. they'll be my servants in my next life.