let me take you on the ride of my life
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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Sunday, October 17, 2004 11:59 PM
family issues discussed over & over again. but there's still no action. so why do we have to talk about it for.

i am irritated by him. feel like shoving him into mud. why mud. i have no idea. *laugh.

give me some peace will you. what kind of peanut butter and jam sandwich do you think you are. just a lose package. bye. next.

i've planned out my route and i'm extremely determined to achieve it.

someone once told me that my marriage won't last long (no idea if it's true or not) but how can a fortune tell that much. if a fortune teller tells me i'll be crashed by a car next week and get paralysed for the rest of my life, i'll go tour the world, order the best dishes in the best hotel and jump off that hotel before i suffer. (familiar?) *laugh. we both have made a pact & agreed on it. if we get any kind of cancer. we'll rather do those things as stated above than see ourselves get disfigured by theraphy to prolong our lives. rather enjoy and die peaceful than suffer and somehow deteoriate.

alrighty. sleep time. (everyone will wish to die in their sleep. at least it's peaceful) goodnight.