let me take you on the ride of my life
un:
How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Monday, October 18, 2004 7:06 PM
first floor. second floor. third floor. fourth floor. my house a wonderful place.



initially things were going on smoothly around here. now.

i have to punch. slam. whack. someone. i can see that faced. so horrid. so irritating. so proud.

i can picture that pathetic scrawny lil' you. you can never get enough of boasting can you.

i have no idea why i even had to pick up that darn call. i don't call that fate. but a horrible mistake. spare me. leave me alone.
just leave & don't find me again. what's to do with you i don't even care. it's none of my matters. you really think you're that great then just get a life & let me go freakin bastard. i'm not attraceted to your money. shoo.



back to basics. studying. half my life starts here. life's full of choices. a decision of motivation that might be good enough to bring myself to happiness. i believe in myself & if anyone challenges & makes me change my point of view, or route in life, i'll reward that person handsomely.


determination. tatas.