How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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not a very pleasant day. was awaken by continuous ringing of the family phone until i placed it out of the reciever. then bad news came first things first in the morning. someone couldn't pay for my next appointment. to hell with him. bastards.
next, i looked into the mirror before a morning shower & can't seem to bring myself to appreciate this hair colour of mine. macadamia is settled. i can't take another blow again. even if it turns out dark or whatever, i should just be presentable for the prom. not a flirt or ah lian or full-time bitch around the country club.


i was initially all over prom night & flipping through tons'a magazines for dresses. now it seems as though the rain has made me all so freaking tired communicating with people. coopin myself in the house & everything. it's simply unpleasant today. aching body + foul language from everywhere.


if tomorrow's gonna rain, i'm not going to club. and should i be on my way to KL tomorrow morning & go for the wedding dinner? i could see my best pals again, but i wouldn't be able to be in time to prepare for grad nite. drop the idea.


if i'm going to be all so packed with my schedules, leave it to fate. i'm so drained by things. the little things might seem harmless but i tell you, i TELL you, they all sum up to a whole lot of disappointment.


started reading a book i haven't touched since 3years back. 'If tomorrow comes' by Sidney Sheldon. reading his books are awesome but if it's only once in a blue moon. you could get bloody bored of his plots because they've all got similar styles. sigh.


what's a good way to get out of this distrustful, vengeful & disloyal bunch; called 'people'.
i didn't really have a peaceful childhood. i remember i was stressed up with people. it wasn't all so innocent or whatever. sometimes i hate those times & how i dealt with my life.


what's so good about people? they give you comfort. they give you happiness. they give you nothing but trouble. they make you think so much. exactly how many can make you feel?


nel goes off to ponder. and continues the pretty lil' book for the rest of her awesome rainy evening.