let me take you on the ride of my life
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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Monday, January 24, 2005 9:42 AM
a good morning!
a monday again & it feels like i had such a long break from work.


i'm sunburnt till i can hard smile.
i hope my face peels quickly. i hate half-baked skin, or just simply baked skin. sigh. if i don't get an even colored skin (because of the halter's fault) by cny, i would have to get an even tann again.


anyway,
many colleagues have taken leave today. the office is going to be rather empty again.


it's sort of my last week here at suntec. going to spend time wisely. i suddenly can't wait for february. i feel that i've got lots of things to do. continue my electone & practise more on the guitar. occasionally bake some confectionery & cakes, & so some shopping. i wish i were living alone. peaceful & slow days.


i can imagine the refreshing state of my mind. early rise & shine, for a light jog. breakfast consisting of scones + coffee. followed by some reading till mid afternoon. a shopping or people watching day by the cafe. such awesome sight. then a get together with some girlfriends for dining at a Grapevine house. OKAY. this sounds like a dream. anyway, i feel that i'll work my guts out in the hectic future rather than having such a fantasy of slow paced life that doesn't seem very possible anymore yea. just dreams.


i dreamt of very weird scenes that could be made into a movie. seriously i can remember who were inside. there has got to be something in reality that i really want or that i want to change as simon said. i'm having a very clear picture of the happening scenes in my dreams. they are EXTREMELY strange.


oh well (let's not talk about weird stuffs)...
what shall i eat for lunch today? there's only JC & pauline to lunch in with. maybe i shall skip a full lunch. grab some biscuits & find eug at nydc`! i saw him again yesterday. such a lovely coincidence.


anyways, i'm going to get something done about that $89 top. if i make another trip there & it's still not available, it probably means i'm not destined to own it. but i'll still keep thinking about it. cross my fingers! & hopefully i get some black/white/lime green bikis from there too`!


p.s. i seriously hope more exciting news comes in so i could blog about them. don't wish my life to be as plain as some white papers, so let us get some joyful news asap. so fast & the first month of 2005 is ending soon. i suppose it should be a good year ahead? smiles & cheers`!


alrightie, more blogging tomorrow.
cheerio`
ciao`!