How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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the clock stirkes twelve and it's officially valentines' day.
i feel the unwillingness in me wanting to wish all couples together as long as they live.

okay, here's a bloddy line that's gonna scare you out of your wits-
"i love you." (okay, maybe for most emotional GIRLS)

well, no way am i contradicting. (p.s. males are probably just idiots who wouldn't understand)

1stly the female mind thinks : is he for REAL.
2ndly: if it's for REAL, how long is his Love for me going to last?
3rdly: how am i supposed to feel about him?
4thly: will i get tired of his love?
finally: ugh. i feel so stressed. am i thinking too much?!

speaks the mind of a male, "i think i like her, maybe even love her, yes, i think i do. i gotta tell her that right now!"

note: i 'THINK' i like her. and 'RIGHT NOW!'
chaotic situations in relation to feelings for males are probably like that. a simple conclusion that churns out in a split second. to be honest, they also feel that thinking thoroughly for a week is considered an EXTREMELY long time. tell me about it.

both the female & male characteristics are so typical but yet so misunderstood & probably never understandable.

conclusion: relax. take your feelings for today as today, tomorrow as tomorrow.
over-thinking will seriously let you taste some bitterness of your own self-consciousness.
(oh well, sometimes you can't help but think of such silly & foolish things) just remember to wake yourself from this dumb state of mind. soaking in a freezing tub of water does the trick.

don't try to love me.
don't say you do when it's only temporary.

some males like to just hide away; resembling a dumbass scaredy cat.
whereas some like to stick; resembling super glue.
well...
the others are automatic; just like another best friend made again!
but of course, they belong to the same family-males. disappointing, really.

note: i'll pray for you every night that she'll return to you by your side. i'll be the good girl for God & bless you both till old. i'll remember our times. but i know you only have her heart. don't come seeking for me. but i'll forever pray, as God watches you from above.

okay. anyone who hurt me & vice versa, may this valentines' day let you get your treasured one. au revoir.