How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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i owe a part of the day to friends who brought me waffles.





how very foolish i was to have someone fooled me like never before.
well, i had this dream.
my ex boyfriend went missing.
it was actually a happy day with the sun shinning ever so brightly.
everyone was at the harbour.
then lighning struck & the seas tumbled furiously.
it swallowed so many people.
i had no idea if he was sucked in.
i screamed for him & ran all over the place.
there wasn't any answer.
i was frightened.


i woke up to find it was raining.
i sat up & wrote my diary.
then i went back to sleep hoping i wouldn't wake up again.


i feel sick of everything.
some people are very unfriendly.


sunday is a day when i meet many customers who gives me the blues.
one strange uptight customer asked me for a big nail clipper.
i directed her to the cabinet.
the clipper was in a plastic, with a piece of cardboard behind it, sealed with glue.
she turned and asked me.
"can i open it and try?"
i thought i would simply laugh right at her face.


another irritating one came asking, "is the pharmacist in?"
i replied, "she's out; lunch."
she said, "the other day i came she was also at lunch. why can't you just help me get the medicine?!"
"sorry, it's a rule we can't get any doctor prescription. you have to wait for the pharmacist."
she mumbled to herself (audible) "what kind of rule is that?!"

for goodness sake.
if i could have just taken any of the various medicine,
they wouldn't have to hire a pharmacist and pay 'em fwe thousands per month would they?
and i would go to jail if i illegally prescribed an item.
these people just don't use their brains correctly.


a man said, "this tastes worst than running water!" right in my face!
what could i say?
i just walked away.
i said to myself, "someone should fix a hose and bloat his stomach with water till he dies like how those cruel people did to the pigs on new year."


disappointed that it's because of these handful spoil the entire market?
it's best these people don't have children.
they wouldn't be anything better than their parents.


ok, done for the complaints.


actually, not yet.
one other thing... i never ever fancy nkf shows.
the faces on certain artistes performing;
in my opinion i feel they act pitiful.
they keep repeating the same number to dial and quite a few people have no idea that no. is for eight calls.
let's not metion so much about it.


well, how can we excel much in life?
there's always an importance of commitment.
some just lack that.
they just go around with sudden passion that dies down after a period of time.
there is no 'forever' in the hearts of these people.
plain apathetic.
disappointing. sigh.


time to rest.
i'm tired.
night.