let me take you on the ride of my life
un:
How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Tuesday, April 26, 2005 10:49 PM
saw a couple hunks at the swimming club yesterday.
anyway, i think my days are pretty much relaxing already.
been hanging out with andy.
he's like always there.
really one fine pal.


mm...
at kpool yesterday,
one fine looking lad kept staring over.
stare. stare. stare.
if it weren't for his looks, i would have told him off.
or simply try gorging his eyes out.


could tell he has a right attitude.
other examples are like...
one type comes up too smugly.
one other type comes up trembling.
he is humble type
i like it.


well well, i dare say it isn't just me who thinks this way.
you do share the same views don't you?


hmm...
today, i went walking around the park by myself.
it's a rather perfect weather to do so.
with...
fresh leaves.
beautiful flowers.
cloudy sky.
what perfect scenery.
lovely.


okay, how come someone will create this long-lasting image on you?
whatever you do, the first thing you think about is him/her.
it's so worth taking every chance in letting him/her know your feelings.
smiles.
a bonus is... there's always a particular lingering scent of him/her.
perfect.


mans...
so quick & i miss dear already.


oh well, what do you call a little girl talking to an invisible friend?
it's probably called a happy childhood.
i miss my childhood.
i miss those times i used to play fairy tales with my cousins.
we are all in different countries now.
but when we get back together & look back at times, we laugh.


interstingly,
after knowing different kinds of people till different stages,
it's all like very unique paths i take.
i might laugh at some, i might think deep thoughts at others.
i would like to publish my own stories one day.


just in case i get dementia.


in the bus today,
i saw a few students from my secondary school.
then it occured to me that when i was still a primary school kid,
i longed so much to grow up to be in secondary because i always saw
the seniors coming back to catch up with teachers.
no longer in secondary school anymore,
it feels like a secondary school student ain't as great as i though it would be.


in a blink of an eye i'll reach the age witnessing
most friends getting married & having children.
things happen all so very quickly.
cherish all we can. love all we can.
we don't necessarily have to be too practical in believing nothing is forever
because if you believe in forever, you must be very much in love.
i like to appreciate the feeling of being loved.
affection says much.


alright, feeling groggy already.
goodnight fellas!
toodles.