How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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my nails are kahki green.
perfecto.


friday i bought the bag.
bb commented lovely.
adds on to a bonus.


mm...
yesterday i went for the audition & boy was it quick.
smooth. great.


whenever i feel like a fool,
he would treat me like a real lady.
whenever i feel demoralised,
he would cheer me up with a tickle.
whenever i feel all so frustrated,
he would listen to my complaints.
whenever i feel tired,
he would patiently walk by my side.
whenever i feel low,
he would assure me confidence.
whenever i feel happy,
he is there to share.


i apppreciate 'em all.
patience is within.


today i had been home, because reaching home past midnight yesterday
wasn't at all pleasing to my parents.
perhaps a logical way of making up to a late night was to stay home.
unfortunately i spent the day achieving nothing.
the television was on the whole day.
and i occupied the whole couch by...
breakfast.
sleep.
lunch.
sleep.
dinner.
almost sleep.
we should partially blame ttv programmes for the many commercials.
and they are LONG commercials that make people fall asleep.
television is boring when there are long commercials so frequent.
sigh.


hmm...what is 'pointless' ?
it seems like such a worthless word & yet it means that all i had done was equavalent to zero?
it really looks like i hadn't been in a situation to grab him in the mind.
all was fake. all was sudden. all along it was. '


well,
what's the point of dwelling on unhappiness when i can grasp happiness always.
and easily! with friends & family & bb, things go on well for now.
i should be really glad.


it's the beginning of lectures AND tutorials week tomorrow.
may school be well.


god bless us please.
au revoir.