let me take you on the ride of my life
un:
How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Monday, July 25, 2005 11:55 PM
what's first day of the week is again?
M-O-N-D-A-Y !!!
had the blues gotten into you?

well..
it definitely hasn't for me.

my hair was nicely done, saturday.
gotten myself neatly painted nails, sunday.
followed by time with doggie tongtong and liang today.

creating a sense of belonging in my own little world in time to come...
i feel wanted.
i feel fortunate.
yippee-yay

i like the rain...
but to drench him..
i rather not.
maybe when we're cosily watching tv at the couch.
i like the rain again.

i don't really like people in their late twenties to thirties.
appears to me they are 1. bossy.. 2. unfriendly.. 3. arrogant..
perhaps those i've met or bumped into are such that they give me that type of impression.

perception's of stereotyping..
well, can't blame me for saying that cus it's my opinion.
i'll be disliked by some sixteen year old teenager when i'm in my thirties?
never know...

time changes much things...
we associate so much of how one behaves to his/her character.
it's such a bad perception.
but it's indeed a quick summary of somewhat good/bad he/she is - sometimes.

having tripped, fallen, gotten up, learnt,
i'm still in the process of such a cycle..
quarrels brought about cherishing..
time brought about forgiving..

all unhappiness just floats away when i see that face.

the impact of someone who sticks to you like a twin pea is such that she
gives you the feeling she cannot lose you.
she provides no breathing area for you.
i just talked to her, my dear friend.
i wish for the best between you two.
be a darling to her, dude.
a change doesn't take place like lightning.
give her time. she's bound to acknowledge her flaws and change if she truely cherishes you.
time.
yes, it's time. no rush, friend.

goodnight y'all.