let me take you on the ride of my life
un:
How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Friday, September 9, 2005 11:39 PM
twings.bones.

presence.absence.

a moment.a lifetime.

i can tell you need someone to talk to. shamelessly gone.
beats me.

this is harsh.

wasn't in the wrong. never in the wrong.

in frantic search i'm not for you.
and feels like i'm knocking on heaven's door.


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sand in nobody's shoes.

sometimes when you knew things were coming yet you pretended you didn't care?
things were just a big illusion then?
you had only yourself to blame?
you tried to cast your fears aside but it still haunts you everytime?
you faced worries & tried not to let your thoughts get out of hand?
is hope gone?

some people tear you apart.
some people give you pieces to your jigsaw puzzled life.

complications.
unpredictable.
worthless creatures are unworthy of care.

i feel like locking you in a room.
and say everything i want to.
i don't want that paper.
i want your total facial expressions.
i want you speechless.
p.s. darl. miss me. bon voyage.