let me take you on the ride of my life
un:
How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
Monday, November 28, 2005 11:52 PM
i didn't need a reminder to get home.
somehow i just yearned so much for 'home' just now.
linda & i were so in need of rest.
lethargy was so overwhelming,
i fell asleep on the couch
just right after filiming.

during my filming, he called.
i kinda liked how he sounded worried for me.
i know pretty much about who knows what's good for me.
i seriously have no idea how come we get to meet so many different kinds of people
with huge differences in their attitudes.
some humans like to lie through their pants to get things over & done with.
shallow.
luckily my boy's great.
kinda like it when he's serious.

the whole idea about this thing is that humans and their weird characters.
every single one. duhh. including i.
we could take a look at ourselves & see what's lacking, yes.

there's this something that's not good.
know what?
i could actually sense the presence of COMMITMENT into this whole thing.
(NOT bgr fyi)
and this is actually starting to grow negatively on me.
or rather, my thoughts.
i didn't think it would creep up like that.
i am so not into this whole situation right now.

okay, on the way home just now.
there were posers.
there were weirdos.
and there was this indian man mumbling to himself next to me.
i know what you're thinking.
precisely.
i so wanted to change my seat.
to my gladness he got got off the train soon.

men again.
what a letdown.