let me take you on the ride of my life
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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
amanda brendan clorine eileen erika fangqi guanyan jasline jasmine.tan jieying jieying.g joanne.g joanne.l jolyn keith lai hock lawsonn lukchuen michelle priscilla sabrina sheena shufang sihan trina vincent wanxin




Thursday, November 3, 2005 4:28 PM
i've a couple of my bad points.
i haven't really felt remorseful of anything i did
or didn't do.

his hoarse voice telling me off -
i assumed i wouldn't be able to fall into a deep sleep,
as his words replayed in my mind.
replaying till i dozed off.
somehow, i got away with keeping myself busy.
he knew he had said those words last night.
but he just couldn't seem to talk about it in the morning.

i have no idea when i ever felt apologetic.
i know myself.
i know my stubborness.

i dislike shoddy work,
especially from men.
and whenever they say the same old things to me,
it is their sub-consciousness.
it is in them.
the devil playing.

alright,
let's talk about something happier.
i was really glad when the leg of my rabbit was healed.
last night, jo sewed rabbit's right leg.
i was really happy then,
because i couldn't exactly picture myself picking up a needle & thread
to sew that tear.
i used to ask the mother why she had to give me a trouble-maker sister.
and now, i can't imagine who would be my closest kin,
but my sister.

i was supposed to go for a dip down at the pool just now
as the weather's so great.
but i went for a run instead.
perhaps i should have swum.
running's getting boring.

you know how it feels like to have dinner with certain families?
a family who starts picking on you,
on your education;
another family that starts reminding you
of your rebellion etc.
my sister is my best family member.
later i have to be meeting a whole group of people.
i seriously pray they'll leave me alone with my private life.
jo's working & i wouldn't have anyone to accompany me.
i dread this.

but well, time will pass.
adieou.