How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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i hate today.
i think it's because i feel like i have no clothes to wear.
i need to get some really nice pants.
and i think i've got no breakfast to eat.
i need to get some morning snack bars.
sigh.


i've got no school today.
so i've decided to head to town with lin and go shop around in my ugly clothes.
as in the clothes are so not my style.
die.


i like to hide my money in places.
because i know most of the time i would forget that i do have money.
yesterday, i found a hundred dollars in my hiding place.
i always think it's empty.
who knows.
what a day (:


but still...
i'll put it in my safe.


i dreamt of two funny old friends yesterday.
things are so unpredictable these days.
they came over to chat with my dad while i did my homework in the study.
it was rather late and my mom had came back from work.
she told them to take a bath as it wasn't early already.
they were so polite to my parents,
i never saw them so polite in my entire reality life.
situations do change in dreams don't they?
well, i assume they treated my house like theirs,
because they could come anytime they want.
and my dad & i would always say the same line 'come again soon!'


what a dream.
it ain't vivid.
it's all so clear.
who these two friends are...?
well, it's a secret.
between me, my dreams and my diary.


au revoir.