it's definite we meet ambitious people.
some people just have got to stop worrying too much. lighten up.
you always think you mess up on tests, and you always end up with a big fat A.
i'd rather not hear it.
"'don't
miss the next exam assignment."
i do have low aspirations,
and do not assume i'm a useless faggot with no goals.
i have plans.
in time to come.
some people just laugh at it.
whatever.
my pop's been going out late these nights.
well, he's the dad afterall.
unfairly,
i'm still the 'oh-so-grounded-plus-curfew-daughter'.
and no doubt about me reaching home before midnight's been a frequent thing
for the past week.
i've been hearing so much about late nights
and the thing with parents.
last night a friend was on the line,
groaning 'bout his parents' and those daily quarrels & fights.
i couldn't help much but listen.
adults are no better sometimes.
what's up with people.
sometimes i really wished all the people i loved get well together too.
oh yes, i ended up meeting up my darling for supper sunday night,
i guess i made him stay for too long,
for it's a school day the next day.
but he was cool about it.
i was so bored of home, friends, money, practically everything excluding him,
that i kinda dragged till 2am in the morning.
things at home aren't all that great.
sorry hon.
he's always there to give me that all-so-caring tone in his consolations.
he knows me.
i love waffles.
as in those kind at prima deli where they spread either make it plain or
with butter, kaya, peanut, blueberry, chocolate, red bean, coconut etc.
he always act as though he doesn't mind it when i choose peanut.
i know he minds.
LOL.
i do have a weakness for ice cream waffles as well.
he loves it too.
well, my parents are a strange couple.
one acts strict sometimes and acts as my friend at other times.
the other gets so paranoid with not my grades, but the internal and especially the external of me.
i've been seeing so many doctors for all kinds of scars that i'm starting to hate doctors big time.
they give me
that kinda of look.
that kind of 'you're
SICK' look.
when you enter the doctor's room,
they get all so smitten smiles and asks what's up with you.
the visit gets worse with the mom tugging your arm & legs to show the doctor problematic stuff.
and goes about repeating those same lines, 'not taking care of yourself' and 'stop the late nights out'
next, the doctor's examines your expressions and tells you,
'don't worry, you're mom's not nagging, she cares alot. don't you know that?'
duh...as if i didn't know she cares about me. but you see this on the surface mister and madam.
(i see all kinds of docs. females, males, perhaps gays! who knows!)
she's all over me... like I'm her.
i so wanna scream at him.
the latest visit to another doc,
this female doc gave this statement, "mrs wong, you're too paranoid. you're giving me much pressure."
right.
easy does it mom.
okay,
monday wasn't really my kinda day.
i don't look forward to any sort of converstation dealing much with tests & examinations
especially when what's handed in
IS handed in.
i don't really have this habit of discussing the aftermath.
kinda bored with complaints.
i can listen.
but don't ask me anything.
especially when i've done the examination myself.
look on the bright side.
the hols are arriving.
the holidays are the mains which keeps me going in education.
groan.
why talk 'bout this.
something much better -
i'll be away on a holiday with my darling.
that's something in my hols.
now that's something
(:
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