How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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words are so difficult to express certain feelings,
but right now,
i guess i'm a lil' lazy, guilty and missing a part of me.

lazy to use the part of my brain which studies and exercises.
guilty for not studying for the past 2 days.
and lastly missing him, who else :)

the last call from him was just this afternoon,
and it lasted only a minute.
sometimes i feel really bad.
the entire conversation he was asking about me.
and i hadn't asked anything about him.
"Have you studied?"
he's making me more guilty isn't he?
haha.
well, we didn't stop a split second.
i really wished we had more time to talk.

without him,
the past week was BORING.
i spent my days studying (very little) and tidying up my place.
then i saw movie stubs in my drawers,
and sub-consciously started counting how many movies we had watched together.
almost 30 i must say.

i love watching movies,
but the bad thing is i kinda forget the stories.

even Love Actually which i've watched a zillion times,
i still forget the storyline though it's my all time fav.
maybe it's really good to have this boyfriend with great memory.

zach has too good a memory, sometimes it's eerie.
"Do you remember we watched a Scooby Doo movie in sec 4?" he asks.
WHOA.
i couldn't remember till i checked my box of movie stubs.
and yes we did.
gosh.

i wish i had his brain for remembering my tonnes of study notes
and my dental appointments.
oh yes, since we're on dental...
yun accompanied me to my dental appointment just yesterday,
when my dentist said my braces could be taken out in a month's time,
i jumped for joy.
i hate my smile with my braces.
oh well, a good smile for many years to come,
a short term ugliness shouldn't be all that bad.

alright, time to turn in early, for Santa's coming soon,
and i think i've been a good girl this year!