let me take you on the ride of my life
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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
something's lacking Wednesday, May 30, 2007 12:08 AM
i ran out of chi these days.
it's funny how people climb up to peaks,
and go to a decline without as much difficulty,
easily in fact.

why can't we withstand complexity in life without taking breaks?
and i ask so because at any time i take one,
i'll be at the dip for an absolutely long time.

even when the greatest guilt develops,
ages it would take, to shake me from diversion and get me started on something.

whenever i think of doing something,
i usually get it done.
if i don't,
i'll feel almost sorry for myself.

for a classic example,

i knew i had school this morning,
but the weather gave me a slight pounding headache.

(can't quite blame me for accusing the weather for it's dehydrating one moment and wet the next)

so i had another perfectly fine reason to console myself -
that it ain't such a suitable day for attending school.

and it's not as if i had a really good opportunity cost,
since the television was my other half today.

well, blame it on the weather man.
haha