i ran out of chi these days.
it's funny how people climb up to peaks,
and go to a decline without as much difficulty,
easily in fact.
why can't we withstand complexity in life without taking breaks?
and i ask so because at any time i take one,
i'll be at the dip for an absolutely long time.
even when the greatest guilt develops,
ages it would take, to shake me from diversion and get me started on something.
whenever i think of doing something,
i usually get it done.
if i don't,
i'll feel almost sorry for myself.
for a classic example,
i knew i had school this morning,
but the weather gave me a slight pounding headache.
(can't quite blame me for accusing the weather for it's dehydrating one moment and wet the next)
so i had another perfectly fine reason to console myself -
that it ain't such a suitable day for attending school.
and it's not as if i had a really good opportunity cost,
since the television was my other half today.
well, blame it on the weather man.
haha