How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.

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totally aware that things are snowballing behind my back,
but somehow they smell like shit.
they stink like...
dung

i really wish i hadn't pushed myself so hard to be alive.
should have given up, no?
honestly, although 20 is a 'good' age to turn this year,
it doesn't make me feel like i've accomplished anything.

people crazily partyin',
people madly in love,
people horridly studyin',
people busy workin'

man, this sucks.

maybe it'll sound selfish and pathetic,
by living in my own tiny world,
and saying stuff like,
"I need to find something worth my time & life to achieve."

right,
fcuk reality.
'cus it's a disgusting world.

godammit.
i hate school,
i hate work,
not surprisingly -
i hate life at times.

yea, like who doesn't.
right now?
i don't like happy people.

all i can think about now is shit school.
yea,
i jus ain't cut out for school.

dammit.
YES, dammit.