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How to make a Janel

Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts beauty
5 parts family
5 parts love

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!



What about me?

love prints & handy crafts,
used to live in tokyo for a couple of yrs
however do not speak japanese,

eat only the breast meat,
do not eat abalone,
love black/white vinegar & gyoza,
pick out onions & pickles from my food,

have 'negro' curly hair,
play the electone,
love the rain,
prefer the night to day,

squeeze my toothpaste from its end,
wear my retainers at night,
love romantic comedies.


My nature

quiet
independent
logical
unemotional
ingenious
innovative
curious
driven to increase competence
casual
adaptive
nonconforming
unpredictable
detached
reasonable
balanced
avoids aggression and violence
tolerant
calm
well-developed sense of justice
empathetic
free of jealousy
loves to read


How to love me


♥ Respect my privacy and independence.

♥ Appreciate my competencies and wealth of creative ideas.

♥ Encourage me to spend time alone.

♥ Don't talk too much or force an emotional conversation before I'm ready.

♥ Try not to nag me about being messy or meeting deadlines.

♥ Allow me plenty of space to pursue my interests in depth and time to think things through.




deux:






trois:
boink Monday, February 11, 2008 8:21 AM
sometimes the festive season really gets people crappy.
it's the lunar new year and i wonder how long more
is the culture of it all is going to last.
right, maybe lets give the Y generation a chance
but after that?
i guess it requires effort,
but i honestly doubt i'll be any one doing so.

anyway, i woke up last friday feeling as bad as i could ever be,
i thought i was seriouly hit by depression.
man, suddenly i'm afraid because my family has got a history of depression.

my maternal grandmother prolly died from depression.
well, i'd always had a hunch she didn't live to see i was born into this world.
and even though my mom almost never mentioned about her,
she did mention once that she was in some hospital somewhere.
but i just didnt quite believed what the adults told me when i wasn't even ten.

and now, my grandaunt's suffering from a rather bad degree of depression.
she looked so frail when i saw her on the first day of the lunar ny.
man it's sad.
sometimes i'm afraid my mom gets into depression and start doing certain things
like gripping a chopper to chop my ears off.
that was when i had my 7th earhole pierced 5 years ago.

anyway, when you don't disturb the tranquil sea,
it should all be good.
but some people are disturbing mine,
and i go black in the face without giving anyone theirs.

how sane can i get today?
being awake at 8am in the morning on a holiday to study?
precisely, i'm insane.
insane from opening my eyes to see my bloddy sister wearing my clothes,
i never got back to sleep.
studying helped not, so i came here to complain.

back to last friday,
chris and i went to catch Ah long pte ltd
it was funny, but i gotta admit some teeny bits were lame.

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he got me this green bunny to make my day (: