sometimes the festive season really gets people crappy.
it's the lunar new year and i wonder how long more
is the culture of it all is going to last.
right, maybe lets give the Y generation a chance
but after that?
i guess it requires effort,
but i honestly doubt i'll be any one doing so.
anyway, i woke up last friday feeling as bad as i could ever be,
i thought i was seriouly hit by depression.
man, suddenly i'm afraid because my family has got a history of depression.
my maternal grandmother prolly died from depression.
well, i'd always had a hunch she didn't live to see i was born into this world.
and even though my mom almost never mentioned about her,
she did mention once that she was in some hospital somewhere.
but i just didnt quite believed what the adults told me when i wasn't even ten.
and now, my grandaunt's suffering from a rather bad degree of depression.
she looked so frail when i saw her on the first day of the lunar ny.
man it's sad.
sometimes i'm afraid my mom gets into depression and start doing certain things
like gripping a chopper to chop my ears off.
that was when i had my 7th earhole pierced 5 years ago.
anyway, when you don't disturb the tranquil sea,
it should all be good.
but some people are disturbing mine,
and i go black in the face without giving anyone theirs.
how sane can i get today?
being awake at 8am in the morning on a holiday to study?
precisely, i'm insane.
insane from opening my eyes to see my bloddy sister wearing my clothes,
i never got back to sleep.
studying helped not, so i came here to complain.
back to last friday,
chris and i went to catch
Ah long pte ltd it was funny, but i gotta admit some teeny bits were lame.

he got me this green bunny to make my day (: